If you asked me what does the future lies for both of us I can't answer . For now I can say I still love you and I will fight for this love I believe in. At first when I thought I had lose you I was trying to figure out if I am obsessed with the romance we once had or was it true love? What if you can't provide all u had once promised ? Will I still love you. I realised later that I would. Why and how ? Coz I know that as long as you are around, it does not matter if we just live in a simple lifestyle and having 3 meals a day. Material could not buy the love and happiness you once provided. Material does not mean anything to me then and it does not now. I had once told you I am happy with just a plate of fried bee hoon and I really meant it. If you are sick I will be there till your last breath. If you are broke I will be there to start all over again with you. I dare not say my love for you is ultimate but I will fight for this relationship coz I know that you really love me but just at this moment circumstances does not allow it . Unless you tell me, you had stop loving me and you had found someone else. Then I shall let you go and will cherish this love you once showered on me. I will send you daily encouragement and assurance that I am OK so you do not need to worry about me. So you could fight your battle and face your daily battle courageously. Rest assured that as long as we both have faith we will pull through this together.
While waiting for the girls to arrive, I felt like having a drink so here I am at tanuki raw . When I say, 2 young girls I meant it coz they are in their mid 20s still looking for direction in life and the path they wants to lead. Where as for me I can say I had lived my life halfway if I live up to 80s. It really felt better to be out and meeting different people from my usual routine. Thought of having a glass of pinot noir but was told it is an open bottle since not sure which day. So decided on the tap beer Sharkinator white ipa(shipped from California) . The pump is not working . So I guess it's not meant for me to have a drink now. The session had seems like me motivating the 2 girls but I felt refreshed and inspired to share with them my mission in Kosenrufu and my outline of struggle in LOVE. Another wonderful day although it's been a cloudy and rainy day. In my heart today is bright and sunny. I am seeing light...
While waiting for the girls to arrive, I felt like having a drink so here I am at tanuki raw . When I say, 2 young girls I meant it coz they are in their mid 20s still looking for direction in life and the path they wants to lead. Where as for me I can say I had lived my life halfway if I live up to 80s. It really felt better to be out and meeting different people from my usual routine. Thought of having a glass of pinot noir but was told it is an open bottle since not sure which day. So decided on the tap beer Sharkinator white ipa(shipped from California) . The pump is not working . So I guess it's not meant for me to have a drink now. The session had seems like me motivating the 2 girls but I felt refreshed and inspired to share with them my mission in Kosenrufu and my outline of struggle in LOVE. Another wonderful day although it's been a cloudy and rainy day. In my heart today is bright and sunny. I am seeing light...
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