I am not sure why but there was this emptiness in me tonight. I had requested to meet him again when I land into Singapore. Everyday during this period between 7pm to 1040pm he seems to be not available online. I was wondering if he is still going to "S" despite him being sick or if he is taking a nap coz too tired or if he is at hospital at the moment. Could that be the reason he refuse to see me tonight ? Whatever the reason , I really miss him a lot
I just wish and pray I could see him but at the same time I have to learnt to give each other some space at this point of time in life. I still want to walk the path with him and I need to learnt to be patient about it. Our ❤will pull us through .
Winnie had offered to come and accompany me tonight and I had taken the offer coz I know I needed it. The last 2 days of non-stop crying in hotel had relief me a little, I guess the shocking truth is finally sinking in and the fear of losing him is sinking in too. If this is what fear is all about , I believe his fear is 100 times worst than me. I just have to pray that he is OK.
The flight back from Calcutta had been smooth although busy. I had managed to complete the whole Indian dining service for 2 tables without a glitch, followed by coffee service and fruit service an hour later. It seems that despite me having the worst month of my life , work had been smooth. Both my pilots had been very supportive during these few trips and ensure all in order for me too. I am truly blessed to be working with all of them.
When I am ready I would like to write the story of us. How we started our life together and even details of our date so that when my mind starts to deteriorate I will be able to read it. Someone will be able to read our story. The true love of Freddy ❤ Sin Tien
I just wish and pray I could see him but at the same time I have to learnt to give each other some space at this point of time in life. I still want to walk the path with him and I need to learnt to be patient about it. Our ❤will pull us through .
Winnie had offered to come and accompany me tonight and I had taken the offer coz I know I needed it. The last 2 days of non-stop crying in hotel had relief me a little, I guess the shocking truth is finally sinking in and the fear of losing him is sinking in too. If this is what fear is all about , I believe his fear is 100 times worst than me. I just have to pray that he is OK.
The flight back from Calcutta had been smooth although busy. I had managed to complete the whole Indian dining service for 2 tables without a glitch, followed by coffee service and fruit service an hour later. It seems that despite me having the worst month of my life , work had been smooth. Both my pilots had been very supportive during these few trips and ensure all in order for me too. I am truly blessed to be working with all of them.
When I am ready I would like to write the story of us. How we started our life together and even details of our date so that when my mind starts to deteriorate I will be able to read it. Someone will be able to read our story. The true love of Freddy ❤ Sin Tien
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