I woke up late this morning and missed the Sunday once a month Sensei's video. Nevertheless I still went for the Byakuren rehearsal at Senna. It was an uplifting day to be able to spend the time with my Byakuren sisters .
Took a few shots in the morning to send to my bi🐷to wish him Good morning . I had a wonderful time at Lai Wah's birthday tea session, meeting her friends.
The food was amazing. I did not even need to have dinner after the sumptuous meal. They did open a nice bottle of Faiveley 1st Cru and VCP champagne for the afternoon tea. A very generous and hospitable host .
When I was at Bedok NTUC to get some grocery odw back, it was playing our song "Thinking out loud" . . I am not too sure if it's a sign to tell me to persevere, although I already kinda decided to go on and fight for my happiness with him. Although there are days I am lonely and quite down but I felt those days made me realised that I need to fight harder, have more patience , believe that our ❤will pull us through. There had been so many positive testimonial on Iressa on various support group that I believe he will live. I had chanted 2 hours hoping that he will let me know if he will be able to meet up tomorrow. It's close to midnight and no reply from him although he had read all the messages I send him. There are days when I send my messages I have this fear that one day he will stop reading my messages or started to be annoyed by my messages or ignore me totally. I am constantly checking if he is online to ensure he is OK. I hope that one day soon I will be able to not have this fear. I am hopeful even if he is not able to meet tomorrow, there will always be another tomorrow...coz I believe 😉
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