I was not motivated today to wake up for my Byakuren duty this morning , I was my own sansoshima. I am not sure why I am feeling this way. It seems like I am half hearted in my struggle for my "bi". I felt really bad. I felt I am tired. If I can feel tired with just fighting alongside him and not even fighting for my life, I believe my "bi" is even worst. No wonder he shared that he is still sad and angry at the whole situation.
Partly my fault for waking up late coz I stayed up late to watch "My Sassy Girl " US version. I did not even know the title of the movie till after I watched and Google it. I just saw on TV and he say something "this is the story how I fall in love and never stop loving her" I am not sure if this is coincidental but the song that I picked to learnt and record for my "bi" is from the same movie but the Chinese version. I did not even know the link between the song I picked till Lai Wah told me it's original is a Korean song from the a very popular Korean romance drama in 2001 "My Sassy Girl ". How ironic can it be???
I joined Lai Wah to watch the Singapore National Day Parade as she had extra tickets . I had not been to one and don't mind the crowd just this once. It was an amazing experience and I truly enjoyed it. I feel so proud to be Singaporean when I am at the event. This is the 1st time the event was held at the new National Stadium. The whole performance was so interactive and it involved the audience as well. We will wear a watch which will project different colors of light whenever the centre stage perform. It was amazing and YWDS of SINGAPORE Soka Association performed a wonderful display. All along I keep sending photos and updates to my "bi" and hoping that it will encourage him to fight for us, to watch the NDP 2017 together next year ...it will be his birthday in the next 2 days. I hope he will agree to meet me on that day. I feel that I can only based it all on Daimoku for now. I suddenly feel like seeing him now...
Partly my fault for waking up late coz I stayed up late to watch "My Sassy Girl " US version. I did not even know the title of the movie till after I watched and Google it. I just saw on TV and he say something "this is the story how I fall in love and never stop loving her" I am not sure if this is coincidental but the song that I picked to learnt and record for my "bi" is from the same movie but the Chinese version. I did not even know the link between the song I picked till Lai Wah told me it's original is a Korean song from the a very popular Korean romance drama in 2001 "My Sassy Girl ". How ironic can it be???
I joined Lai Wah to watch the Singapore National Day Parade as she had extra tickets . I had not been to one and don't mind the crowd just this once. It was an amazing experience and I truly enjoyed it. I feel so proud to be Singaporean when I am at the event. This is the 1st time the event was held at the new National Stadium. The whole performance was so interactive and it involved the audience as well. We will wear a watch which will project different colors of light whenever the centre stage perform. It was amazing and YWDS of SINGAPORE Soka Association performed a wonderful display. All along I keep sending photos and updates to my "bi" and hoping that it will encourage him to fight for us, to watch the NDP 2017 together next year ...it will be his birthday in the next 2 days. I hope he will agree to meet me on that day. I feel that I can only based it all on Daimoku for now. I suddenly feel like seeing him now...
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