Good Friday. What is so good about Friday? Some people viewed it as the end of a work week and look forward to the weekend, some viewed it as just another day in their life, some people dread the weekend of not able to work and needing to find something to do. Different people view something good differently. How can we human with such brilliant and complex mind think alike? It is through a lot of dialogue, effort and understanding for 2 peoples to come to a common goal and direction.
Sunny day is a beautiful day for some people who are going to the beach, but for some people who need to work under the hot sunny weather is not a such beautiful day at all. Some of us who feels lousy would find that no matter how sunny and bright the sky is forever cloudy. As for me, I woke up feeling hopeful today. Not to sure if hopeful that I am feeling better or hopeful that I am meeting a few people today or hopeful that I know I will get better each day in my life.
Sheryl assured me that I was not having any mild depression or anxiety but just madly in love and expected more out of it when the honeymoon moments suddenly turn too quiet. I also need to stop taking up all the responsibility/issue that occurs in my family on my own. Let them deal with it on their own. I am still digesting all the scenario that is surrounding me lately. I am just in love and still in love. What is love? Love is about giving and letting go or love is about believing in it. I get confused so many times in my life that I could not even decide which is which. I am open to all encouragement and digesting it slowly but at the same time , I am taking things slow in my life. Eating slowly, typing slowly, feel my breathing, even bought myself a bouquet of lilies and forget me not. Nature although not the whole plant but just flowers, does assist to lift up ones spirit. Most importantly is to love myself.
I might have run out of stuff to share today. It seems these few days of sharing had in effect managed to clear up my mind and hopefully life up the heavy weight in my chest. It has been difficult to breathe at times for the last few week. Today I feel much much better. Need to get my endorphin level up. Managed to finish the whole bowl of prawn noodles which was a good start. Need all the energy to start my run again this week.
Sunny day is a beautiful day for some people who are going to the beach, but for some people who need to work under the hot sunny weather is not a such beautiful day at all. Some of us who feels lousy would find that no matter how sunny and bright the sky is forever cloudy. As for me, I woke up feeling hopeful today. Not to sure if hopeful that I am feeling better or hopeful that I am meeting a few people today or hopeful that I know I will get better each day in my life.
Sheryl assured me that I was not having any mild depression or anxiety but just madly in love and expected more out of it when the honeymoon moments suddenly turn too quiet. I also need to stop taking up all the responsibility/issue that occurs in my family on my own. Let them deal with it on their own. I am still digesting all the scenario that is surrounding me lately. I am just in love and still in love. What is love? Love is about giving and letting go or love is about believing in it. I get confused so many times in my life that I could not even decide which is which. I am open to all encouragement and digesting it slowly but at the same time , I am taking things slow in my life. Eating slowly, typing slowly, feel my breathing, even bought myself a bouquet of lilies and forget me not. Nature although not the whole plant but just flowers, does assist to lift up ones spirit. Most importantly is to love myself.
I might have run out of stuff to share today. It seems these few days of sharing had in effect managed to clear up my mind and hopefully life up the heavy weight in my chest. It has been difficult to breathe at times for the last few week. Today I feel much much better. Need to get my endorphin level up. Managed to finish the whole bowl of prawn noodles which was a good start. Need all the energy to start my run again this week.
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